[Butzi Paradies]

я только-что разговаривала с девушкой его. не могу даже его имя назвать. она даже не подозревает о моем существовании. думает, что мы с ним друзья. они стали встречаться во время наших с ним отношений. и до сих пор вместе. он полгода одновременно с двумя был.

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[.Marie.]

The same situation. I have a very nice friend here - Julie. She's from Paris. And you remember when i cried because Roma didn't tell me if we're together or not after two weeks of dating. So, he was with her. She told me and i was fucking shoked.

And now there's a fucking terrible situation with Nico. I like him, and he, i know for sure, likes me a lot, but he's leaving in three weeks and i don't know if there's any point in starting relationships...

I'm quite frustrated now, quite depressed. And i don't know if i want to do something special at the moment.

Just live. Exist. Study. Searching for a good university instead of always being fucking drunk and smoked. It's life.

C'est la vie.

Tyi sama doljna spravitsa so vsem. Bespoleano govorit bred vrode: 'vse budet horosho' ili 'ne perejivaj, dorogaja', mne takih slov govorili tyisachi za eti dva mesjatsa zdes', no vse eto bespolezno. To, chemu ja naichilas' zdes' - byit' silnoj. Daje esli ves' mir ruchitsa u tebja na glazah. It's human being. I tyi doljna sama razobratsa v etom - tebe reshat' - hochech tyi stradat' ili zit'. Stradat' tyi budesh v lubom sluchaje, ja sama kak tolko slyichu Oasis 'Wonderwall", ne v silah sderchat' slezyi.... No stepen' stradanija opredelajem myi sami. I nikogda ne pokazyivaj emu ili komu to chto tebe ploho. NIKOGDA! Naedine s soboj - pojalujsta, no pust' eto budut nevidimyije slezyi.

Esli chestno, oni pomogajut hot' kak-to derjatsa.

Ja derjus' za slesyi.

I eshe sushestvuju.

Ochen' po tebe skuchaju.

Hotela byi byit' ryadom chtobyi podderchat'.

No poka myi dolchnyi sami so vsem spravitsa.

Love you.

Masha.